All Alone

I need a friend. Someone who cares if I end up calling You. Someone who offers to come over, bringing Alphapet, cucumber and sourcream light soda & first thing to do, give me a genuine hug. Who can say "I know you´re hurting so much no words can justify the pain, that you want to commit suicide. Can we play some parlourgame and eat some cucumber first, just in case you can hang on one more day, because I love you, and want you in my life". Someone that would notice if I´d disappear.