All Alone

I need a friend. Someone who cares if I end up calling You. Someone who offers to come over, bringing Alphapet, cucumber and sourcream light soda & first thing to do, give me a genuine hug. Who can say "I know you´re hurting so much no words can justify the pain, that you want to commit suicide. Can we play some parlourgame and eat some cucumber first, just in case you can hang on one more day, because I love you, and want you in my life". Someone that would notice if I´d disappear.

Luxorious Everydaypresents

These arrived with Postman unknown(but recognized) today;

Biotherm Biopur Instant Touch Pore Refiner

Lancôme Vernis Triple Tenue. In this colour though:

Clinique Superbalm in colour "Raspberry Tint"

I can not see a light

I am so depressed. The anxiety running through my veins, do not know what to do. Just want to cry, but it hurts so much. How can people feel "bad", without want to take their lives?

OC-marathon.

Second day inrow, in bed with The OC marathon. Yesterday I cried for three episodes got angry in two other ones. Today mostly sweet feelings. Seth Cohen-So cool!



Quick at repartee. Love it so bad.

Jewelry for Dummies

For $2,800 this necklace is Yours

A dazzling necklace with a regal Hello Kitty® charm.• Pavé diamond Hello Kitty® with pink crown, black enamel eyes, and 18-karat yellow gold nose and trim.• Pave diamond bale.• Sterling silver ball chain.

OR

• A Decent car
• Down payment for, kinda whatever!
• Food for 5 month´s
• Safari, SPA weekend, cruise
• Shopping weekend
• Homeinsurance
• Dentist-visits
• Luxurious bed
• 4 month´s apartmentrent
• Cat/Doginsurance
• Scholl/Birkenstock´s that lasts for 6years

Give me a break!

...just like I said, a pendant on a silverchain for Dummies

My windowshopping

Boot in grey fakesuede with ribbon of silk wraped around ankle.